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i feel so ashamed somebody help. i scream at the top of my lungs i can't tell you i can't speak the words from my lips. can;t tell the world too you what i became but what i have been my entire life i love women who is also one like myself. wanna escape fall off the center of the earth. why can't i be who i am somebody please tell me the answer i know society has alot to do with it. been though enough dealt with sexual mental and psychological abuse from my ex some many times. still beat myself about that so many times still feel as if it was my fault though he cared but aparently not. just use and abuse me that day i wanted to die. my ex girlfriend also broke my heart only girl i really ever loved to be hurt and heart broken like that gave her my everything. sometimes i wonder why am i even on this planet. i fel like i don't belong on this earth what am i going to do? feel horrible holding everything in i'm so sick of it all. for the simple fact i have to face up too it all i might be a lesbian been hurt so many times by men women i fel so comfortable with easy to talk to i love beautiful femmie women who wears dresses and skirts like my self might so i'm going to hell well if i do then it is what it is truthfully was given a life for a reason i deserve to live it. shot me if im wrong.
any beautiful single ladies that understand where im coming from please help after the rape i couldn't trust another man again.
im twenty years old
emo mami <3

 
By Countrygirl on Tue, 02-21-12, 12:34

oh girlie you are just screaming in every direction. those younger 20s are suppost to be about having fun enjoying life and making great memories. most people dont really know what they want until 25. Keep talking to others and asking for help. You are resilant and can do anything. I still to this day struggle . I have only ben with men, however I love the compassion and the sense of love that women give. I felt like i was madly in love with a close freind i was helping with an addiction, She is all i could think about, worry about, and wanted to spend time with. However my therapist told me i was in the caregiver love. trying to help and protect.... si needless to say i am not sure if im bi or not. Something that will come in time. kepp you chin up and keep talking about it.

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By puerto rican princess on Tue, 02-21-12, 13:05

thanks so much i will do

ptsd is ruining my life..........

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By puerto rican princess on Tue, 02-21-12, 17:07

thanks so much you also don't ever give up contiue geting help

ptsd is ruining my life..........

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By Voiceoftruth on Fri, 02-24-12, 13:53

Just hang on. I waited until my parents would never have accepted it. You have to tell people sometime, just tell them.

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By kwawegen on Fri, 02-24-12, 16:05

You may get some resistance from some people and that is expected but please always keep in mind. You are who you are, You are a wonderful person and there is nothing wrong with it. This is you and it is your life and you have the RIGHT to live your life as you see fit. The guidance in this is that what you do in life is within the laws of humanity. In other words your feelings are perfectly normal and NO ONE can tell you different. No one has the right to tell you how to live your life. I for one support you without any reservations I know that it may be difficult for one to stand up for your rights but as we look at history when people do that humanity advances and only good shall come of it. Please feel free to say what is in your heart because everyone has the right to happiness. You go Girl

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By puerto rican princess on Fri, 02-24-12, 17:28

thanks so much i will keep that in mind and i won't give up no matter what

ptsd is ruining my life..........

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